Today, I feel supreme. At last I got to feel Ian in my dreams.
I have been praying every night but it has only been once that I recall a dream of Ian. He was kneeling down with his uniform. I know he is at peace beside me.
….no….. I did have another dream of Ian. I was walking past the Chapel of Saint Gregory in Zejtun. This is where he is buried. A priest came past and touched his head. I know he is in good hands.
Last night, early in the morning I believe, I saw a black shadow but I felt it was Ian. I woke up and I was angry that I did not get to see Ian. I wondered what it meant but I did feel that the message was that he is near me. I closed my eyes and, after a while, I had another dream. I was sitting down watching what I felt was a game. Noel, my husband was beside me. A man came past and sat on my other side. Noel knew him and he got up from near me and went to talk with this man. However, I felt someone still was near me. I looked and I got to see IAN beside me. It was just a fleeting moment, a split of a second. I saw him wearing his blue, red and white striped T-Shirt. We never talked. But all of a sudden the dream was gone as I was so pleased of myself that I got to see Ian and felt him beside me.
Yes, Ian is beside me. Love you so much my dearest Ian. xxx
